Lesson Learned · Thoughts

Thoughts Between Surviving and Rebuilding

I’ve learned that when you’re in battle, how much you’ve been damaged doesn’t important but what matters is you survived and the lessons that you gain through surviving, so that you won’t be a warrior going into the same battle over again but instead a warrior that is armored with maturity, wiser mind and stronger heart who will not make the same mistake in the next battle.


Behind those Smiles and I’m Okay

She asked me, “how are you?” and I answered with a shy smile, “Okay naman po.” “Yeah you don’t look stress at all” she replied back. Then on the back of my mind, I secretly said ‘well done Mau.’ But honestly who can be fucking okay and stress-free when the one thing you’ve worked hard… Continue reading Behind those Smiles and I’m Okay

Lesson Learned · Thoughts

Things I’ve Learned in 2017

Change is the only constant thing in life. That’s why I sometimes wonder why some people are afraid or gets resentful when someone changed or why they are afraid to change? When whether we like it or not we cant stop it. Honestly, I’ve come to a point where I become an ugly person to… Continue reading Things I’ve Learned in 2017


I’ve been told a Flirt and Here’s Why

It’s pretty normal to be misinterpreted and sometimes, to be labeled as something you never expected, to be called such names that are offensive on your part but just like storms it’s out of our control, therefore, we should be accustom to it because mother earth is filed of human beings who love to Judge,… Continue reading I’ve been told a Flirt and Here’s Why


What’s Wrong being Alone?

It’s hypocrisy if I tell that I’d never feel sad being alone and embarrassed when someone found out I did things by myself, or yearn to have an accompany sometimes but since it’s common feelings when we’re alone it’s okay. And maybe what’s not normal is encouraging you to be alone for a period of… Continue reading What’s Wrong being Alone?


Ryan Ely

Just like other years that passed when April 20 comes there is always a known gloomy ambiance in my house, my papa will do his best to play it cool but he is always the first one who will say what day it was and will come home drunk while mama can’t hide her sadness… Continue reading Ryan Ely

Open Letters · Thoughts

This is Me Cherishing Your Goodbye 

It’s been long months but feels like it’s already been a decade when you say goodbye; funny how I used to feel it on the contrary, but frankly speaking even before everything was perfect and pure I always expected that one day you will say goodbye and yet its still feels like a nightmare. It… Continue reading This is Me Cherishing Your Goodbye